June 2010
loquaciouswaves asked: eh, around 100. I'm just a short little thing! what about you?! what are your goals and what not?!
loquaciouswaves asked: uch - for the first month and a half I was eating around 1000. I lost a few pounds, but nothing major. I've been around 115 since. I've been trying to decrease to 500 per day, but I'm still kind of struggling just because of birthdays and events and stuff like that. I'm impatient, too. don't worry at alllll.
andreamairead asked: Hey! Love your tumblr. How do you stay motivated? I have a super slow metabolism and am totally impatient.
loquaciouswaves asked: oh, honey, you'll get there! I'm really not too happy right now, either. I feel awful about myself at the moment. I've been dieting since the beginning of April. it's June. I hardly look any different. I'm taking more drastic measures. sigh.
Anonymous asked: why is thinspo upsetting you?
dear everyone
ask me shit please, i’m bored as fuck and thinspo is starting to upset me
Anonymous asked: you're going to make yourself seriously ill. if you eat less than 1000 calories a day you'll lose lots of weight yes, but it will go straight back on as soon as you eat a normal amount. eat 1,250 and lose 2lb a week and it might be slow but at least it'll stay off in the long run.
May 2010
111 (:
hi seven new followers. I’m down to 111 today, even after yesterdays binge. Off to the boyfriend’s house in a bit; did you know an hour of kissing burns at least 50 calories?
soo... days six and seven
day six i went over i’m guessing by about 200 calories. but madi and i biked to and from her dad’s house, which is a bit more than a mile away. both my tires were flat as shit, so i’m pretty sure i burned it off. would you agree…? adventure with david today… going to try to eat as little as physically possible but… think thin.
going over to madi's in a bit...
fuck my life. all we fucking do at her house is eat and drink. eat and drink eat and drink eat and drink and eat and eat. i’ve only eaten about 200 calories of my 650, and i went a solid 24 hours without eating.. i’ve been so good about this diet, i really hope i can stick to it tonight… fuck me.
also, heyyy i have 25 followers :D!
so i just
turned an ugly, terrible binge into a 75 calorie snack. i have to say i’m pretty fucking stoked about it <3
FUCK YOU BITE SIZE BROWNIES! YOU FUCKERS ARE 90 CALORIES A PIECE! YOU’RE NOT WORTH IT!
ugh
soo the battle of the bands was amazing, but i haven’t eaten since lunch today and i was surrounded by fast food, cotton candy and freaking rita’s stands. but, i held strong. are you guys proud yet? (: also when i got home i was standing in my kitchen to take my meds and all i saw was cookies, mac and cheese, chicken, goldfish, brownies… all this shit and i was so close to...
